Monday, October 5, 2009

leave me alone

feeling like a little girl
walking in cold winter street
and the wind is blowing
but I enjoyed it
then
I found some little children playing
nearly in my age
I stopped near and stayed to watch
I used to be alone
and use to watch
and every time I try to approaches from the kids playing
I end up hurting myself and people around
sometimes I found kids who help me
and take my hand
but others hurt me
take my hand to hurt me
I can't bear this feeling of fear
I fear them and I want to be part of them
but this time I became part of them
sometimes I watch
other I share
sometimes I get hurt
other I hurt
but still that fear is lying in
deep inside
I don't want a help from anybody
just leave me alone

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