الكتابة

كم هي شئ رائع
اتنفس فيها بكل مكنونات صدري أو أكاد أفعل ذلك
فهي تحمل كافه مشاعرنا
وذكرنا
وآمالنا
وآلامنا
فقد لا أجيدها شكلا و موضوعا
لكنها متنفسي الوحيد عندما تضيق الدنيا بي

في كل مرة آتي إلي هنا
أقرأ اليقين :)))

أنها أخر ما كتبته لكنه كان أهمه
فقد حمل في طياته
آلام لا أطيقها
أنه لا زال يؤلمني حتي الآن
ولا أعلم إلي متي سيظل هكذا

لكنه يثبت لي إن كل ما يحدث لا بقارن
فإذا كان إيماني ثبتني حينها
فيجب ألا يقل الآن

لقد علمت أن لي رب رحيم
لطيف ودوددددددددددددد

اليقين

نعم يؤلمني
يؤلمني بشدة و قسوة
لكن عندي يقين أنه لن يخذلني
أنه رب العالمين
و به أستعين
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يا رب إن قست قلوب الناس فأنت بنا رحيم
يا رب أغفر لنا و أرحمنا
يا رب إن لم يكن بك غضبا علينا فإننا لا نبالي
يا رب أنك لا تكلف نفسا إلا وسعها
اللهم بارك لنا فيما رزقتنا
اللهم لا تجعل الدنيا أكبر همنا و لا مبلغ علمنا
يا رب يا رب يا رب
أنت تعلم ما في نفسي ولا أعلم ما في نفسك
ولكن عندي يقين
برحمتك و حبك يا رب العالمين

حافظوا عليها

مش عارفه مالي
او ايه اللي جرالي
انا تعبانة
تعبانة أوي


لا أعرف ما بي
أو ماذا يحدث لي
إني متعبة للغاية

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لغتنا جميلة حافظوا عليها

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Once upon a time

I had a dream

a beautiful dream

with butterflies flying high

with flowers and roses

and the early breathe felt by

the sun rising and shining high

and the birds singing as if they will never die

to infinity we feel

to the way we see

its either true or not to be

let this tear never be seen

let this pain never be

everything is just meant to be

verification & validation

the main difference between them is

verification is doing the right thing

validation is doing things right

both of them are life concept more than anything else

at a point of time we have to choose

but how can we say that this is the right thing

what is the measure of right here?!!

I need to know what is the right thing to do

لماذا خلقنا الله ؟؟؟

بعض الناس يسألون في حيرة : لماذا خلقنا الله ؟ لماذا أوجدنا في هذة الدنيا ؟ و ما حكمة هذا العذاب الذي نعانية ؟

يجيب القرآن بمجموع آياته .... إن الله أنزل الإنسان إلى الدنيا بفضول مفطور فيه .. ليتعرف على مجهولاتها ثم يتعرف على نفسه . ومن خلال إدراكه لنفسه يدرك ربه .. و يدرك مقام هذا الرب الجليل فيعبده ويحبه و بذلك يصبح أهلا لمحبته و عطائه .. ولهذا خلقنا الله .. لهذا الهدف النهائى .. ليحبنا ويعطينا .. وهو يعذبنا ليوقظنا من غفلتنا فنصبح أهلا لمحبته وعطائه .

بالحب خلق

وللحب خلق

وللحب يعذب

تبارك وتعالى فى سماواته ، الذى خلقنا باسمه الرحمن الرحيم

مصطفي محمود ....... رحلتي من الشك إلى الإيمان

دوام الحال من المحال

هذه مقولة مأثورة

تسري في كل زمان و مكان

لا الحزن دائم ولا الفرح

لأنها رحلة

"كن في الحياة كعابر سبيل واترك وراءك كل أثر جميل فما نحن في الدنيا الا ضيوف وما على الضيف سوى

الرحيل"

لا تحزن

لا تحزني يا نفس و لا تقنطي

إن الله بك عليم

فهو الذي أنشأكي و أطعمكى

فلمن غيره تشكين

و هو الذي ترجى رحمته يوم الدين

يا رب كن معي ولا تكن علي

كن معي ولا تكن علي

هب لي نورا من نورك

يا رب

يا رب

يا رب

إلهمنا الصبر علي بلاءنا

فإنك لا تكلف نفسا إلا وسعها

إلا رب العالمين

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

إِلَّا رَبَّ الْعَالَمِينَ الَّذِي خَلَقَنِي فَهُوَ يَهْدِينِ وَالَّذِي هُوَ يُطْعِمُنِي وَيَسْقِينِ وَإِذَا مَرِضْتُ فَهُوَ يَشْفِينِ وَالَّذِي يُمِيتُنِي ثُمَّ يُحْيِينِ وَالَّذِي أَطْمَعُ أَن يَغْفِرَ لِي خَطِيئَتِي يَوْمَ الدِّينِ رَبِّ هَبْ لِي حُكْمًا وَأَلْحِقْنِي بِالصَّالِحِينَ وَاجْعَل لِّي لِسَانَ صِدْقٍ فِي الْآخِرِينَ وَاجْعَلْنِي مِن وَرَثَةِ جَنَّةِ النَّعِيمِ وَاغْفِرْ لِأَبِي إِنَّهُ كَانَ مِنَ الضَّالِّينَ وَلَا تُخْزِنِي يَوْمَ يُبْعَثُونَ يَوْمَ لَا يَنفَعُ مَالٌ وَلَا بَنُونَ إِلَّا مَنْ أَتَى اللَّهَ بِقَلْبٍ سَلِيمٍ

" صدق الله العظيم

كلا إن معي ربي سيهدين ....إن معي ربي سيهدين

اللهم لك الحمد من قبل و من بعد

اللهم لك الحمد من قبل و من بعد

اللهم لك الحمد من قبل ومن بعد

رحمتك يا رب

أن الله عدل لا يرضي بالظلم ابدا

لا يرضي بالظلم أبدا

لا يرضي بالظلم أبدا

أبــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــدا

أبــــــــــــــــــــــــــــدا

يا رب

يا رب

يا رب

أرحمني برحمتك يا رب

لثقتي بك أكبر من أي شئ

أنك عدل لطيف ودود رحيم

لن ترضي أبدا بالظلم

لن ترضي

لن ترضي

يا رب رحمتك يا رب

اللهم اني أسألك عفوك و غفرانك

اللهم إنك عفو تحب العفو فأعفوا عنا

اللهم إنك عفوا تحب العفو فأعفوا عنا

اللهم إنك عفوا تحب العفو فأعفوا عنا

Our Hidden Feelings

Lately my words weren't enough to express my feelings

maybe that's the main reason I stopped writing

or maybe because I felt that there is no reason to hide my Feelings any more

but even thought I still had a loooooot and a loooooooot to say

some times i say

some i don't

i still no sure that it is time to say

is it right ?

is it wrong?

this kind of hesitation is really annoying

not knowing what's right from what's wrong?

but to cut it safe , its hard

my heart feels sad :(

دعونا نحيا بالأمل

بالأمل نحيا

لإشراق يوما جديد

بالأمل نحيا

لرسم بسمة و وجه سعيد

بالأمل نحيا و نضئ

وكل يوما نحيا ليكبر هذا الأمل و يزيد

:))

I Love you because ... :)))))))))

I love you because you let me have my own way even when it's really hard for you.
I love you because you make the most out of life.
I love you because you're there for me when things go wrong.
I love you because you're always by my side when I need you to be.
I love you because you understand me even when I don't understand myself.
I love you because no one knows me better than you do.
I love you because you're my special friend.
I love you because you're not blind to my faults... you look beyond them.
I love you because you make where we go such sweet journey.
I love you because you laugh at my jokes even when they're not funny.
I love you because you know how to appreciate quiet moments in life.
I love you because you say so much to me with a single glance.
I love you because you never let on that you know I'm not perfect.
I love you because you make me feel like I can do anything.
I love you because you do nice things for other people.
I love you because you do so many things that make me feel good.
I love you because I can always lean on you.
I love you because when I think of you, my heart soars.
I love you because you give me the confidence to be myself.
I love you because you know good things are worth the wait.
I love you because you're always there to help me.
I love you because you're so happy when I'm happy.
I love you because when you hold me I feel so secure.
I love you because you lift me up when i hit rock.
I love you because you let me grow from my own mistakes, even when it hurts.
I love you because you're so romantic.
I love you because you know how to make me laugh.
I love you because you're always behind me with all your support.
I love you because you share your favorite things with me.
I love you because you make me look at life in a special way.
I love you because you're the most special person in my life.
I love you because you're never afraid to take a chance.
I love you because you encourage me to reach for the stars.
I love you because with you I can conquer the world.
I love you because you appreciate who I am.
I love you because with you in my life, I'm never alone.
I love you because you bring peace and serenity into my life.
I love you because you're different from everyone else.
I love you because you always know how to make me feel better.
I love you because you always know when to say you're sorry.
I love you because you make loneliness a distant memory.
I love you because no matter how hectic life can get, you always have time to show me you love me. :):):)


I Love you because you are you .
I love you because for who I am when I am by your side.

I love you because it is my destiny .

I love you because you are God gift to me.
I love you because you let me see how much blessed I am
I love you because of many many other things .....

and I will always do .

The things we truly love stay with us always, locked in our hearts as long as life remains.


I will never forget too :)))))))))))))))))))).....

:)

this is how I feel right now :):):):):):)

الحمد لله

أحساس جوايه غريب
كبيـــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــر و كثيــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــر
أوقات بحس اني مجنونه أوي
بس مهو لو تعرفوا:)
مبسوطه أوي
حاسه بكرم أويييييييييي
انا مش خايفة
انا مبسوطه
مبسوطه جدا
لا مش قلقانه
انا واثقه في ربنا جدا
انا هشيل كل كلمة جميلة نفسي أقوله
كل أحساس حلو نفسوا يخرج
لحد ما يجي وقته
بجد أزاي كدة
هو فيه كدة
انا مطمئنه أوي :):):):):):)


********************************************************************************* For the rest of my life


I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You're finally home and stay with me
And I'm here with you
Now let me let you know
You've opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along oh
And there is a couple of words I wanna say

For the rest of my life
I'll be with you
I'll stay by your side
Honest and true to the end of my time
I'll be loving you…loving you

For the rest of my life
Through days and nights
I'll thank Allah
From opening my eyes
Now n' forever I'll be there for you
I know deep in my heart

I feel so blessed when I think of you
And ask Allah to bless all we do
You're my wife n' my friend n' my strength
N' I pray we're together in gena
All I know I found myself
I feel so strong
Yes! Every thing was changed when you came along oh
And there is a couple of words I wanna say

For the rest of my life
I'll be with you I'll stay by your side
Honest and true to the end of my time
I'll be loving you… loving you

For the rest of my life
Through days and nights
I'll thank Allah
From opening my eyes
Now and forever I'll be there for you
I know deep in my heart

Neither to fear you're in front of me
I strongly feel in love
I strongly feel in love
And I know that
Nothing in doubt that I will love you eternally

For the rest of my life
I'll be with you I'll stay by your side
Honest and true to the end of my time
I'll be loving you… loving you
For the rest of my life
Through days and nights
I'll thank Allah
From opening my eyes
Now and forever I'll be there for you
I know deep in my heart

يا رب

Shooting star :D

writing with my hand
without a brush
without a pen
just a bare hand
in the world of fantasy
flying to the highest point of happiness
Drawing a planet of fairy tales
in my hands I can see it all
playing around the flowers opening around

swimming into space
where galaxies seems too small
for my life is like a big universe

feeling like a shooting star
flying so high
shining all around
make all shapes

the sky is my paint yard
the moon is my ink and shard
a touch of an angel is once made
with the greatness all came
finally giving a smile
that will be kept forever and ever :):)


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To often we under estimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around. ~Leo Buscaglia

be a warrior

Be a warrior
feel the strength in your heart
find your passion
never never never never give up
find your strength
Power is your soul
You need Noone
Noone will ever be there for you
just remember that
you came lonely
and will leave lonely
NEVER NEVER NEVER

Expectation

I don't know whether I wrote about this before or not
but for sure it is mentioned implicitly every time I got hurt

is it wrong to expect things from people or not?
is friendship means to just accept what they do and never expect
then what is meant of relation
what is difference between a sister or brother and a stranger
why do we trust people more than others?
isn't it because we expect that they would keep a secret or be there for us
and expectation turn by time to belief
and if expectation hurts
then belief Kills