Once SomeOne told me life is a Sin wave
UPs and DOWNs

but it is not uniform
it may stay along in downs
and more over when you are highly up
we keep fighting to be up so it just become
masked down

I know I had gave up every thing
I was going up without stopping but
I Once forgot that
"ما طار طير و ارتفع إلا كما طار وقع"
I fall
and fall
and keep falling
I resisted but every time I resist it become harder more than ever
till I thought I hit the ground
but in fact I am still falling
everytime I try to rise again I fail
just a sequence of non sense action that lead from bad to worse
non sense
a NON SENSE at ALL
and all I got now
is
just
a
Smile
Hoping for a better future
because I have nothing else