اعمل عبيط

مبدأ اعمل عبيط و خليك في التنفيض
و انا يعني اللي هغير الدنيا
ولا حتي الدنيا هتفرق معها حاجة لو انا اهتميت اصلا
يلا و علي رأي المثل "عوك عوك و ربك يفوك" ولا انا غلطانة؟

Simply..Softly..and..Deeply

I was going through my writings and memories
Sometimes I smile,
others I laugh
but I didn't cry
even when it is a sad or hurting situation
i simply smiled
I forget what is the meaning of feeling hurt
not because I didn't
but because it turned to be usual thing that doesn't affect me anymore
not a single tear
I became unable to accept that I have that right
even when I get angry I feel guilty
Simply smiling always smiling
and I will keep Smiling
I took a decision not to let anything hurt me any more
life is not just a single thing
it is something bigger much more bigger

Smile Smile Smile
Simply Softly and Deeply

A Goodbye Letter

Dear All,

After Alot of thinking
the only solution i got is leaving
and Since I know that it wouldn't make any difference
I decided not to send this letter to anyone

maybe not physically
but I am going to leave,
my soul has already departed
looking for some place it belong
it was not my choice to come to this world
and it is not mine to choose when or how to leave
it is not your fault

I will take away all my staff
and hope that the pain i caused to anyone or the disappointment leave with me

For those who cares and I doubt they exist ,Sorry but i got no other options

For those who pretend ,please keep away ,I hate people when they lie,keep your words for yourselves thanks I don't want any Sympathy from anyone

For those who don't care, thanks for being honest at least

hope to see you fine in another world

if anyone read this one day don't cry for me ,I had had my days and it is time to leave,just nothing worth any more
yours,
.... ........

I never did and never will
yes I didn't expect anything from anyone
So yes it is strange why are you helping

that was fairly enough
I won't run away
I will face it hard
I will fight it strong

Once SomeOne told me life is a Sin wave
UPs and DOWNs

but it is not uniform
it may stay along in downs
and more over when you are highly up
we keep fighting to be up so it just become
masked down

I know I had gave up every thing
I was going up without stopping but
I Once forgot that
"ما طار طير و ارتفع إلا كما طار وقع"
I fall
and fall
and keep falling
I resisted but every time I resist it become harder more than ever
till I thought I hit the ground
but in fact I am still falling
everytime I try to rise again I fail
just a sequence of non sense action that lead from bad to worse
non sense
a NON SENSE at ALL
and all I got now
is
just
a
Smile
Hoping for a better future
because I have nothing else

حيران .....2

حيران في دنيا غريب

حيران و معاد لي سيرة غير الحيرة

تعبان و مش قادر

مش قادر ادور علي حل

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دنيا غريبة غريبة

ساعات تفرحنا

و ساعات تزعلنا

بس الأكتر بتحيرنا

ما عدت عارف اعمل ايه

صحيح "إرضاء الناس غاية لا تدرك" بس

ليه بتعمل الدنيا معيا كده

انا كنت خلاص مشيه

ليه رجعتي لي الامل

ما كنت مشيا

ولا هي هواية

عايزة تتعبيني و خلاص

Strange

Strange So strange is it be
a moment we are SO happy
another we are deeply Sad
from moment to moment
alot of things changes
when there is one center in your life
and when it is not GOD
So face your consequences alone
face your sadness
live your temporary happiness
and if you can live like this let me know
Because I couldn't
and Although I know the way
I can't go on

Smile

when life become hard
when all seems broken
Smile and just smile
because the world won't care if you cried
SO Smile
we make our lives
maybe there are certain circumstances
but it is our choice in the End
SO let's make it a happy life
I know it is not easy to do
NOT EASY AT ALL
but this is the only true thing I have ever learned
don't burn yourself because of others act
do your life the way you want it to be